I use to think I was a broken piece of human. I use to think something was wrong with me. I still do.
I don’t like posting about my feelings. Unless they are things I feel during races.
Feelings in general… hmm. I think about this a lot.
The problem is… I like everyone. I like people’s “flaws”. I like weird. I like awkwardness. I like random and ridiculous. There are people that are easy to be around. There are people that take a little more work and patience. There are people that make it easy to lose time, and stay out too late, and remind you how to get the most out of everyday.
Feelings are fun. and also dumb.
I’ve reached a quarter life… if I live to 120.
What have I done with my life?
I did the normal stuff. School, collage, sports.
I’ve been in a relationship. Been engaged. Been single.
I work a lot. Sometimes I run a lot. I love racing.
Sometimes I’m good at being a friend. Sometimes I suck.
I’m constantly surprised by people though. Folks are there when you least expect it. Reach out when you’ve had a bad day. We all come and go to the same stuff and don’t say much – but our actions speak more than words.
So now – this. I’ve wrote a post about vague feelings.
Maybe out of boredom?
I don’t know what I’m doing most the time.
Feeling’s hard. I’d much rather get beat up at Rossi’s classes.